Hi... hm Im so sad right now. Im fighting with the ones I love. He dont know the truth why and what. Look, if I hate you.. I wont be standing seeing you and wait for you all day ! You've always said those bad words to me. And that makes me afraid and a bit want me to stay away from you. I'm tired of crying thinking what was my fault. You dont know how much pain I've been sacrifice for you.

Now you're saying that Im treating you like shit but.. it is opposite. You're the one who treating me like shit ! All these days, I said that Im happy and Im fine but I wasn't. I latent because I love you. I dont want our friendship ends. You never see me trying. I hate whenever you scolded me, while Im holding back my tears and saying that Im sorry. Why cant you accept me the way I am ? just like I accept you the way you are.I wont stop you from loving other girls cause I know you deserve better than me. I dont want you to fall in love with me cause we're prefect just being bestfriends.

I just to say that Im sorry for everything... I know that you're mad at me.

Your bestfriend,
Haiza Najwa.